final decision~

am just decide to break with him~
y???coz i found out he huging girl in a video & photo~
wta can i do??act ntg happen????sry~i cant~~he already hurt me so much~
really duno wat can i do~ask me to trust him~but he hurt me at the end~
few day ago~he keep ask me do i still love him??keep blame me no time for him~keep blame me this n that~make me feel so bad~ n say wanna take a break for a moment~wan us to think carefully~but at the end just an excuse for him~mayb he fall in love with the pussy ba~
same things happen to me again~~this time i must promise myself not to cry for him~dun think negative~must live better without him~~he such a jerk~~haiz~~
duno how to express my feeling~cant cry~cant tell any1~ so i decide to express my feeling here~
mayb can let me feel better ba~~duno~just try ba~~
i think he now just sleeping~without care about me~~means am not important to him ba~~
actually am still waiting he come say sry to me~~but i think he wont come ba~~just dun hope so much ba~~sleep better~~
5 more assignment to do~~but now i really hav no more to do~~cant think can feel~~
i still keep that letter he send to me~~i think all just a lies ba~~write till so touching~but all bullshit~~suan le ba~let hair dry n sleep ba~~wont think about him anymore~~
nite people~~
wish me hav a nice day ba~~